This story is about a girl and her bestfriend. But wait!!! I’ll be shallow in narrating it. Once there was a girl who really hate her friends. she’s not the the type of girl who is friendly. She’s a stick-to-one friend, thats why she only has herself in this world. Until one day, a cute, nice and chiwawa breed dog, enter her life. At first, things between the two messed-up but eventually both of them ended up friends. The girl never thought that they would be best of friends, so she named her dog the name she really like, "Urel". The name was the combination of her first, true and last love. It took a long time, when she realized that Urel was the most important thing in her life, that she would do everything for the sake of him. But one day, Urel suddenly disappeared  and nowhere to find. The girl was shocked, don’t know what to do first. And days pass, wondering over the city, she heard a familiar sound of a bell. The bell that was given to Urel on his birthday. Then she suddenly look over the place, to find the sound. When she saw where the sound was coming from she was relieved to see Urel with the other dogs, happily chit chatting and playing. When she saw this all of a sudden felt happy at the same time sad. She never saw her dog as happy as this. A doubt entered her mind, "will i take Urel away from them?? or I’ll just let him where she is happy???" she thought.

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The way you treat her, the way you talk to her. She thinks that you love her? Is it true, what you are showing? or is it the other side of you that she doesn't know. See how she like you...Alot! Never thought of it, but she does feel it that you have a feeling towards her. And the only one who could answer it is you. is really true? How i wish i could ask that question infront of you. 'Coz my heart tears apart everytime i see both of you. Only way is to keep it from people.Never hurt never cried.  

"Hey, wait that's wrong. This is how you do it!" Remember those lines from a classmate of yours? Does it all going to be about "perfects perfects perfects..." It's they way you discriminate everyone, the way you criticize the woks of others and the way you treat them. How ambitious are you! To command everyone as if you a "lord"...Lord of what? Ambitions!
Shame on you. Perfectionist does not exist on wrong-doer's dictionary. How mighty are to think of you as perfect as God. Never compare it to yourself, even a negative point you don't have that "power". Be conscious of what your doin' gurl! Watch for St. Peter on heaven, remember what our teacher told us!? Maybe you don't even care too..LOL...XD Karma do come true don't ever thought you get away with it.

You said "hi". That afternoon i was with you together with my friends. They come out easily and lasts as it is in a speed of light. It seems like centuries since you spoke those words to me. Days and nights i thought inside of the blue circle. Why? why are you not saying anything to me? with each passing day I'm just waiting. I thought, leap years could pass, leaves would fall but words would never be spoken. Until this day come those hysterias i cried,so harsh so loud, then you said to me "hi". Even though  forced by a damsel I'm grateful to it. By this day past midnight, that "hi" strikes into me. My soul will rejoice for can we go back as friends? and start a new beginning that has no end? Nevertheless you hate me nor that i hate you, because the more i love you the more i hate you and the less i hate you the more i hate myself. But still forgetting 'bout you is the best way you could say "hi" to me everyday.

" It's better to give than to receive." A popular quote in every parts of the world. This words doesn't only apply on food or material expressions. It also applies on persons, those who freed their hearts for the sake of someone, where he/she is happy. I may not explain this very well but my thoughts and feelings for him made me free him.

i cherished those every moments that we have when we're still friends. Those moments on the movie house, those assignments that we tried to solve and those memoirs that that seconds i fell in love with you. Now, walls of four block me from you. Still, i find a away to see and watch for you. But it's time to let go this feeling, when i know the sun for us isn't to shine for both of us. When i knew that NIGHT, i was on the telephone taking to late. "i like her very much" the words you spoke that time, it crossed my heart so bad that tears slipped my face. And that's going to the saddest of all the saddest part of my life; when i knew you and the start of that hell shit sacrifice of my everyday life. When i know that we will never ever be.

But one thing is all i need. Allow me to love you, even though you don't love me too.
'cos trying to forget you is the hardest thing to do when i know my whole world revolves around you.